Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Katanya itu Cinta

 Katanya...

"Cinta itu buta."
"Cinta itu bahagia."
"Cinta itu pengorbanan."
"Cinta itu perasaan."
"Cinta itu apa adanya."

Nyatanya?

Cinta itu pilih-pilih.
Cinta itu air mata.
Cinta itu dapat dijual.
Cinta itu gengsi.
Cinta itu adanya apa.

Lalu...
Apa kamu percaya cinta?

-ral.

Monday, August 27, 2012

Katamu, Katanya.

Katamu, hanya aku.
Katanya, bukan aku.

Katamu, itu lucu.
Katanya, itu jahat.

Katamu, aku berubah.
Katanya, kamu berubah.

Katamu, aku bohong.
Katanya, kamu bohong.

Katamu, kamu disakiti.
Katanya, kamu menyakiti.

Katamu, aku yang nakal.
Katanya, kamu yang nakal.

Katamu, sayang.
Katanya, sayang-sayangan.


Katamu, percaya.
Katanya, tidak bisa dipercaya.

Katamu, perbuatanmu banyak.
Katanya, kata-katamu banyak.


Katamu, hanya kamu.
Katanya, bukan kamu.

Kataku......?

Aku tak perlu berkata.
Aku tak mau lagi mendengar kata-kata.
Aku butuh perbuatan dan pembuktian, bukan lagi kata.


-ral.

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

galau's words

Hello again.
Gua lagi di pelajaran pertama, Sastra Indonesia.
Tapi gue udah merasa males belajar dan galau lagi galau lagi.
Kebetulan kita boleh ke perpus.
Gue manfaatkan buat online ajadeh, walaupun gakbisa sih buka FB dll.
Gua gaktau mau nulis apa........
Mau nulis kegalauan gua, kefrontalan.
Ini soal perasaan yang gak nentu........
yang gak biasanya gua gini.
Oh iya I want to write something.

"I've learned too many experiences to be this stupid." -ral.

Monday, August 13, 2012

Short Poem

Hari ini, di pelajaran sastra, kita bahas tentang puisi2 gitudeh.
terus di perpus, kita ngeliat kumpulan2 puisi.
nah banyak tuh puisi yang cuma sebaris, cuma 2 kata, yang menurut gua gak bagus.
terus gua kan lagi galau nih.
dan gue arah2 gak percaya sama cowo lg nih yeaa.
dengan ngantuk dan setres gua males baca, dan lebih milih bikin puisi.
tadinya gua becanda nih. tapi kata inka sama lili keren juga hahaha.
jadi gue post.
oke, ini puisinya.

CINTA
hello.
goodbye.
itulah cinta.
(ral, 13/8/2012)


That's it! haha. I think I'm going crazy. Bye.

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Badly Hesitated

Hello blog, it's me again. It's been a long time, so I think there are many things you'd missed.
About dance, school, holiday, love, friends. Lots of important stuffs in my life.
Okay, about dance, I'll post it later.
Anyway, we are preparing a dance for a church in Laurensia.
The team includes me, Tessa, Wendy, Ci Inez, Bagus, Rayon, Arthur.
We're crazy and ready to rock on the floor.
Oh, there will be an audition for the next O2 Dance Crew,
I think I'm gonna do the audition, but I'm not really sure with my self :s

School......... well nothing's special in this school. It's getting worse instead.
The rules, the teachers, they're making me sick.
Well, we're going to go to a "live in" on September, I hope we'll do it great.

Holiday, I visited GERMANY.
Yeah, one more time, GERMANY ♥
You know, I was lucky, cause I got a nice score at the A1 test so I can go to the sommerkurs.
I went to Bielefeld and had a lot of fun.
I can't explain it now cause it'll take forever to type it.
but I'll post about Bielefeld later.

Friends, well nothing's different, I mean, I have my old friends, "now" friends, and new friends from many different countries. (Thanks to Bielefeld)

Love....
well.... It's kinda complicated to write it here.
The point is, I'm now single.
Don't ask about my feeling cause I feel terribly confused.
I don't even know how I feel right now.
There are a lot of things to think and I'm so stressed.

Well, just wish me luck for my future, for my next destination, and college life.
Right now, I don't even know where should I study after this high school.
I guess I'm gonna take the faculty "Hospitality Management" or "Restaurant Management"
I don't know..........

I guess it's enough for now.
I'm in the last session of school today and I'm so tired.
Next I'll prepare for our independence day and maybe go to O2 dance studio.
Bye :)